My nails :D

Hello people! I know i haven't been updating, and i've broken my promise to blog twice a week. (Haha i'm not even blogging once a month.) i'm not even sure how long it's been since i last blogged.

I've been so busy with my studies since i'm secondary three this year and will be taking my o levels next year. Sigh. Time is passing so quickly that i don't even have time to reflect on my life.

I have been very NOT contented and determined to change that in every aspect of my life. Church, school, family and studies.

Church: Not sure if i should stay - but i feel like it would be healthy for me to leave and join another church for a whole before coming back.

School: Well, with all the girl drama i went through last year.. I think i've had enough of the immature crap. I'm not going yo bother anymore. After all, i'm graduating next year anyway.

Family: I've been so busy with my studies that i've neglected my family. I have not been spending time with them. I want to, it's just that..now, they want to bond through sports. And anyone who knows me will know that i DETEST sports.

Studies: I think this is the one part of my life that i'm actually improving in. I have done quite well (in my opinion lah, i've improved a lot) for my CA1, but at the same time, it's only CA1. I don't really want to get my hopes up, thinking i've become smart overnight.

ANYWAY, i'm here to boast my nail painting skills! Haha just kidding, just wanted to share the pictures with you.

Thank God.

Just checked my blog stats today and realized that even though I don't blog, people still come here regularly to check for updates. Thank you so much, people. I really appreciate it.

I'm so sorry I haven't blogged a proper blog post for so long. It's just that I've been so tired with everything lately and sometimes tumblr is easier to update since all you have to do is reblog lol. For blogger, I have to sit in front of the computer (the blogger app sucks), edit the pictures (if any), wait for it to upload and spend 1-2 hours typing out my views.

It's not just blogging that I've been lazy with. Devotion, too, although I try to make it a point to have quiet time on my way home from school. Thing is, my father has been driving me home, if not, I'll be going home with my friend and I don't really want to have quiet time in front of them 'cause it's like a bit rude since I'll be on my handphone all the time.

So anyway, today's post is just me thank you guys. I've been having this message in my head recently. I feel like God is telling me to be grateful for everything that I have. I don't really bother with my blog stats anymore because I feel happy that I have that much.

I don't really want to think about money anymore because I'm going to trust God on this - He's going to guide me through as I walk my path of life. He will tell me what to do.

It's a test of faith, I know, but I'm ready for it. I don't know why, but recently I've been very holy-ish. I guess I finally remembered the day I decided to let God into my life and I'm grateful that He was there to comfort me when I felt like I had no one.

Really, thank God.


and i don't know why i have to spend so long trying to plan when i write my essay but on my blog, i'm just typing and typing and there, i easily have 500 words.